I am 28 years old and I have 3 younger sisters: 26, 24, and 20. 10 months ago my baby sister committed suicide. I still don't know why and I still don't understand why this happened. She had just finished school for medical assessing and was living with her fiancee. I felt with it everyday and why I didn't see anything wrong or could I have done something to prevent this from happening. She was so full of life. When she came into the room she lit it up. She was a wonderful aunt to all her nieces and nephews. No one understands. When it first happened I felt like the rest of us she be with her no matter but I knew that wouldn't be right and just more pain from my family. Being the oldest I always thought I would go first that I wouldn't have to watch my chidden or my sisters die, you see it has always been us, us four girls. Our childhood was not that good but we always stayed together for everything. Now I have to live put the rest of my life without her and with this horrible pain that doesn't leave.
Every minute, hour, day that goes by she is on my mind, with every beat of my hurt
it aches for the day I see her again.
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